Decisions

Forwards or backwards
Left or right?
Let loose, scream all night
Put the dagger to your wrists
Pull it away and clench your fists
Scream so loud everyone can hear
It's alright, they don't care that you tear,
Tear your heart out of your own chest
Put it on display for all the rest
Let them look in despair
Broken, messed up, in need of repair

It was trying to choose,
But it couldn't decide
The right way to go,
So it ripped inside.
Torn apart right down the middle
You wont understand the point of this riddle
Because the idea is that no one will know
The hidden meaning, because it wont show

One day you might understand,
Why my heart tore,
When I took your hand,
For the last time,
Because it wasn't right,
To do this to you,
For one more night.